Kintok

Don't kiss me now, These lips are poisonous. Just hear me out (just hear me out) I'll warn you bell (I'll warn you bell) I'm dangerous! I know I want to! But I can't have you. I don't have the right to choose, If I am right for you, My Karma's bleeding though... And I can't have you. (I can't have you) Penicillin won't cure the pain. Been infected for too long. Pills taken now in vain, as my throat begins to close up... I can feel the holy bishop, taking me to Europe! Because he wants me, to float see you floating in the Dead Sea, Instead of staring at the stars in the rain, bleeding my heart out to the world. Wants you to rip this hear

My body is aching, and it's torn up to shreds. Like corn from the Earth, she steals life from my breath. Cause there's pieces of her. still embedded inside, ripping and tearing my organs like shrapnel and knives. No rest and no peace, she visits every night. Then, come morning she's gone, and new wounds come to life. She's gone, and I know that. To her, I'm just bones laying in a box. But I can't love anyone else, So, I'll live alone til' my life has been lost.

I tried to love you once, I tried to love you twice. Truth is that, I've been in love this whole time. Forgiveness and forgetting is what I've been aiming for. Been living my life without you, and my heart was so sore, I was tempted by another, now I'm alone and broken even more. How do you justify, a promise to follow your heart? then get wrapped up in the moment, because you've been so torn apart. I was ready for the wind, the waves and to see your face, I was finally ready to come and get you and get out of this place. But then I went and fucked it all up, because my heart wasn't willing to wait. I gave up the love of my life, for anot

I don't know what to do with you, And I should because we're the same. But I don't quite understand myself, So maybe I'll never understand the way you think. You've sacrificed a lot for me, And I feel I have for you. I recognize that your sacrifice, for me has been multiplied by two. One day I hope to be the guy, That can do the same for you. I plan on it in fact, Because my heart just wants me to. And I can't do that with money or material things, Neither of us care for that, But building a secure future Is what I hope to gain. You're mad at me now, And I completely understand, But I'm also mad at you Because you're pissed I chose to wor

Temptations looming in the future, a symptom of dramatic features. And you're still tied down to a long past suitor, thus patience replaces temptation as a resolution. I'll wait for you a thousand years, I'll wait for you because fate's lead me here. I'll be yours and you can be mine. Forget our fears cause we'll be fine. It's never going to to be easy. love takes work and we're both crazy, but come together an we'll make magic, because our connection's more than just games and habits. I'll be yours and you'll be mine, give it time and you'll see it's fine. Let go for me, and I'll hold your heart, protect it within my own through your frag

So, I decided that I don't care how long I have to wait for you. My best days are the ones that include you. I've been waiting for years to find someone, who makes me feel the way you make me feel. I'll wait because I know you're scared and to be honest, I am a little too. I know your star chart says you need to wait, but know that I care for you more than I ever expected to care for anyone ever again. Although waiting and your star chart thing drives me crazy beyond belief, I like you even more because of it. I love all your little quirks like that. They make you, you. And I want you as exactly as you are. So, just so you know, officiall

I can't lie to you, because I always tell the truth. I'm just terrified to hand out business cards for my heart, It's just easier to let that be my excuse. I'll admit that I've been hesitating. But I want you. And I need you. So, I won't let this opportunity go to waste. Because there's there's this silly little smile that likes to sprawl it's way across my face when I think of you and when your memory drifts through my mind. I'll be yours if you'll let me, but you already know that. You just want to hear me say it. and just for you I could. You could have your choice of a million boys, and I could charm a million girls to to my bidding.

Strips of skin covered veins, with organs, lungs and a heart. Once upon a time, your touch on my skin, set a fire in my veins, wound and bound up my organs, stripped my lungs of it's breath, and stole my heart. You used to be an addiction, but now I'm coming clean purging my veins of your poisons intoxication being striped from me piece by piece. Tearing strips of skin away to operate on myself, unwinding and unbinding organs willing my lungs to breathe new breath growing a new heart. I will purge myself of you. Piece by peaceful piece. Before I woke this morning, I dreamed of an ocean full of waters pure, peaceful, clear. And I can't s

Is it okay to be mad? to be angry? to be upset? That I don't trust because of you? To want to hate you? Though I've held onto a love for you for so long? You say nice things to my face. But you don't know me anymore. And I think I'm done hanging on for you. Who you used to be. Didn't match with the man that I've become. You'd just take me for granted. But I won't let you push me around. Because I have a backbone now. You can thank yourself for that. This will be my summer. A Phoenix in the sun, I'll rise from the ashes. Sail under the burning fire of what we lost. Reborn, I will show you how, I even though I missed you while you were look

It was therapeutic knowing I had someone like you to run into. Cause I needed someone to save me from myself. Piece by piece. I pulled the stitches out on my own. It may have been too soon. But I didn't want anyone to know. So, I super glued my splaying skin back together. You say you're battling depression. And I believe you. I know that black hole. That darkness, emptiness, the loneliness. And I'm here for you. I may have gone too far, but the world will never know. and you'll never see these scars because I am your rock. Momma, you're breaking my heart again. Dealing with a bad past, doesnt mean you're destined for a failed future. The